Ready, set, GO! ...and accomplished.

Yesterday I ran the Seattle Rock-N-Roll Half Marathon! Finally accomplished something I began training for since November 2008. My time was 2:18:24, which is about 45 minutes better than I expected. I feel incredible. I cried at the finish line. It's hard to explain exactly how much that meant to me... I lost 30 pounds for this event... I have never felt better in my life.

Now what? I spent all that time training for this- what will I do next? I plan on doing at least two more of these this year, then next year I will do a FULL marathon- all 26.1 miles of it!! (OHMYGOSH) I'm pretty excited, it's something I really want to do- and I WILL do it!

Oh, and guess what else I'm going to try? I got an email from WSU about the varsity women's rowing team, it said that no experience was required... so I took their survey, plan on attending a meeting about the team, then trying out for it!! Ha, ha- I'm really excited. I've never even CONSIDERED rowing as something to do... Heck, I didn't even know Universities gave people a chance to try out for VARSITY teams with no experience in the sport. Girls who have been rowing since middle school try out for the team- how much chance do I have? All well, I'm going to take two rowing classes this summer, and I definitely have the strength. I just need to lose a little more weight and I think I'll have a shot. I mean, why not try- right?!? You never know, I might be a natural. :)

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Dane Cook. (again) and..uh, it turns out it was MY pennies that needed to be sorted. :/

First: in regards to my last post... well, I should be embarrassed. Turns out I've been overreacting, but he hasn't been clear. So we kind of evened each other out. We had a long overdue conversation and it went well. No one has to kill anybody haha. :) Thankfully he understands, because my last relationship was destructive in many ways... so my trust is shattered. He knows, he understands, and wants to repair that. Oh yay. :)


ANYWAY.

DANE COOK TONIGHT! WOO HOO! What's better is I don't know any of his jokes, so it will actually be hilarious. :-D yay!

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What kind of crappy roller coaster is this?

You know what drives me off the fucking wall? A guy that cant keep his pennies in a row or whatever the eff that saying is. You like a girl, or you don't like a girl? Hey- it might be good to figure that shit out BEFORE you get involved, yeah?

Seriously, it's so irritating when you do all those cute things you do to reel the girls in, and you even tell her how much you like her when it's really just bullshit. You really think it's that easy to get me in bed? Sorry sweetie, my ex abused and used me enough to make me see what you're doing. So go ahead and keep on working on your right forearm muscles so you can jerk yourself off asshole. My regret? That I didn't do something about it sooner. I fell into the trap of, "Well, maybe I AM special." HAHA! Yeah, no. I'm not, well- at least to you. Because I'm pretty damn cool, and I feel bad that you don't realize the amazing person that could of been in your life. All well, it's your loss. Obviously I'm disappointed that you turned out this way... but hey, I'm about to go to college and meet a ton of awesome guys. So, I don't care. Do what you want. But hey, we can be friends, right? You're MUCH better at that.

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and i feel better. whew. writing it out totally helps. now i'm gonna go on a run and i'll feel doubly better. :)

It's June, and my freakin out begins.

27 Days: half marathon

Sometime this month I find out about my living situation at WSU. (PLEASE HAVE MY OWN ROOM! PLEASE!)

July: going to San Fran for a week. Gotta look good for that too. and I MUST be careful on how i spend my money. shitwhore.

August: Aunts wedding. Moving to WSU. Gonna be on my own. Away from everything I know.

I am absolutely terrified.

Excited, but terrified.


eep.