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So, that guy I went on a few dates with... yesterday we demoted our title from 'dating' to 'friendship'. He is an incredibly nice and cool guy, but we decided we would be better friends. :) I'm fine with that, I'm glad I have a new friend that's nice. Plus, my life is incredibly busy right now, I cant handle emotional attachment to a guy.

*deep breath*


Alllright.


I'm happy. I'm good. School is fun. The ASL Club is successful and neato.


What up, peoples? :)

The date.

First: Spencer, Nathan. You guys are fantastic. Not only because you're the only people who read (or at least comment) my blogs- you're responses to the previous one were wonderful. :)
(Spenc- thanks, you're too nice) :)



AND Second: It was pretty cute. It contained a lot of awkward pauses... but once there was actually a conversation it was nice. We were both super shy. We planned to see a movie (Juno) soon, so that's going to be nice. I heard it was a good movie, so I'm happy.

Once Eli and I get passed the awkward/shy stage I think things will get more interesting. haha, ohhh my.

I like awkward.


:)

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Right now I'm going to apologize for my intense girlyness that is about to happen. Yeah.


I am so nervous.

Like butterflies are having a race in my stomach and every cell in my body is doing jumping jacks.

I dont get asked out. I just dont. On the rare occasion that I do, I get this way everytime.

He asked me out, I said no, then I changed my mind and I just got off the phone with him to plan our date tomorrow.

I think I'm going to pass out from nerves. omg.

HE asked ME out- he wants to have coffee with me. I know that. So what am I nervous about?

Conversation. What are we going to talk about? Do I let him run the first convo or do I take the normal step and start some sort of convo? I have no idea. Then what? What if I turn dumb and dont know how to speak? (it happens, dont make fun), like a stuttering idiot. holy shit. what am i going to do? I just REALLY HOPE that he finds it adorable. Or something.


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I really need to take a chill pill. No coffee for me. Only tea. Decaf.


His roomate (MY good friend) was in the same room. Dear god. She is going to tease me. I could hear her giggling in the background while I was on the phone with him.



This is me venting. I really should be getting ready for work, but I cant stop typing.



I finished a final I thought was going to be hard, but it ended up being not so bad. Thank gawd. I'm smiling. Wow.





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yeah, ok. work time. giggle time. lovely.



wish me all the damn luck in the world, i just might need it.


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