Has this ever happened to you?
Three times I had a dream that was very realistic and detailed. All three times, the 'dream' came true the next day. Two of the times had to do with the same guy... this guy.
I'm still speechless, because I had the third dream last night, and it came true this morning...
I've never talked about him in my blogs before... because my friendship with him was a good four or five years ago. We liked each other, and should of dated, but then he broke my heart. We still talk every so often, but this morning was different.
He sent me a message four years overdue. Apologizing for what he did, that he misses me, and wants to see me when he comes home (like all my other guy friends, he's a Marine. Go figure.)
I feel relieved. Finally, closure on something. CLOSURE! A weight lifted out of my chest. Now I KNOW. I know what was going through his mind... I know the truth. My God, I needed that. I needed it so bad. I mean, it wasn't on the front of my brain all the time, I pretty much forgave him YEARS ago. Moved on... but it is such a nice thing (to know the truth). I'm relived, and happy. Now our friendship can be stronger, and maybe get to know each other again. I'm expecting no romance from this, I'm taking it as it is: he is sorry for hurting me, and he wanted that off his chest after such a long time. He wants to be friends with me again. I appreciate that, and I'm opening my arms to him. I missed him, too. He's a good guy, and I'm glad it's off his chest... and mine as well. :)
Monday, December 22, 2008
Déjà vu
Posted by *Stacy* at 2:31 PM
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Did you see my post about dreams coming true, Stac?
Yeah! Your dream and the earthquake? Even though it turned out to be a little earthquake, you still dreamt about one... Oh, it creeps me out... but I like it.
What's different for me is they're not exaggerated. I remember very specific details, in both cases with the guy I'm talking about, I knew EXACTLY what the notes said. Word for word. And they were correct, word for word. Oh, creepy.
And why is it with the same guy? What is the Universe/God trying to tell me? I feel like I'm trying to read more into it than I should, but why him? What makes him so special that I go all 'psychic' when I think of him?
Cool, but creepy.
oh, on a random note...
i think the picture for the blog is the coolest one EVER.
SO COOL.
Duuuude. coolness. i love when my dreamys come true, but quite honestly that rarely happens for i have some pretty trippy dreams.
all i can say about the whole boy thing is that i am glad you got the closure you needed. and i just want you to remember how amazing you are and how much you deserve so if you do find yourself falling for the guy again take it really slow and make sure he is doing everything in his power to share his feelings with you and show how much he is into you. you are worth it!
(in case you can't tell i just read the book 'he's just not that into you' and cried and cried because it was awesome and every woman EVER should read this. i don't usually do the whole self help book thing, but my excuse is that they are making it into a movie so it doesn't really count :)
and yes that picture is truly something to behold. i lurve it!
♥
No, actually the little earthquake spawned the dream. The dream's earthquake hasn't occurred--yet.
:-P
But that's pretty interesting...fascinating, isn't it? Dreams can tell the future. Amazing!
Spencer
oops. well, i knew it was something like that.
And Penny, THANK YOU. I greatly appreciate that, and I hope you know I feel the same way about you. We are FABULOUS women that deserve to be treated like Queens :)
Ha! I didn't know it was a book! I'm SO buying it now! (lucky for me, my starbucks is right next to a bookstore!) :)
We are FABULOUS women that deserve to be treated like Queens :)
I agrees. :-D
(lucky for me, my starbucks is right next to a bookstore!) :)
Lucky you! Garrrr!
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